(20-365 do over) Too complex to have a Title.

I am re-writing the post from yesterday today Saturday March 12, 2011.   When I wrote it, I was very angry and said things I shouldn't have, for that I appologize.

The teachings of the law of attraction are very clear:  Your thoughts create you destiny.  But there is a lot of work to be done.  Our lives are pretty clomplex and merely to do some excersises here and there is not enough.  Getting to know ourselves is very critical, and requires a lot of self-observation, meditation,  and sacrifice.

The reason I want to succeed doing this project is because I want to achieve happiness, and be able to help others such as my sisters, my father and mother live better than what they are living right now.

It is of supreme importance, that we pay close attention to our speech.  What we say, and how we say it.
This project has made me take a closer look at how I interact with others.  At times when I feel at ease,  I can communicate very well and I am perceived as someone that is very intelligent, resourceful, and smart.  But when I don't feel at ease,  it is as though I am an ESL student.  I had mentioned this in earlier postings.

I have been struggling for some time to handle my time a little better.  Because of not keeping a calendar, time seems to be slipping from my fingers.  I have to learn how to distribute my free time better this week and create the habit of using my iphone to make sure that the important things that I've been wanting to do, I get them done.  Things like studying photography, posting on ebay,  going to the gym, going to the post office, reading other books and magazines, keeping up with the trends in my field, visiting relatives and friends,  calling people,  meditiation and prayer, etc.  

Every day that I write on this, I see more and more the importance of taking my life more seriously and being more diligent on just about everything.

Thanks for reading.

Hans.